idiot.sohai

i feel i'm really a sohai,tio scam d still dont know,need to tio scam one more time only know the true.too easy to trust ppl. Let ppl know my private thing already, i still need to smile with him/her. ya,it's stupid,worthless, then why i still do that? if i have choise, i'd rather be sohai, let ppl hate me, scold me, at least i dont have to wear a damn fucking fake mask to face ppl.maybe someone's right, i'm too optimistic, what i'm think is if i use my way to face with other's, other's will have the same way to face me back.but i'm wrong,it just a bullshit,i'm just like a kid,need other's care about me.

I'm talk too much while i was living for so long.when i talk,other's say me noisy, when i'm silent,other's say me facing some problem.what problem i'm facing? the problem is i had no enough mask to wear while face to you all already.ya,watch me cry,watch me crazy,watch me to being an idiot.

I'm emo now,what u all want to say,what u all want to add,just do it,fuck off and leave me alone.

Really fed-up to you all.